Keep up, Dont give up .

 Do you ever just feel like ending everyhting ? Like just dissapearing forever, Or to simply fall asleepe camly and never ever wake up ever again ? Life its tought . Sometimes you cant seem to keep up with it, seems like the only solution is to give up . & just leave everyhting .  You dont care who will miss you or who will be sad, because at this time that you are alive & suffering, needing help noone seems to give a fuck . Noone seems to care or even try to help . Life is just fucked up , & you cant  figure out what to do. Crying at midnight, frusterated, and depressed. Haveing no clue if its worth to stay alive to see if life will bring you something good tommorrow morning Because all it seems to bring to you is frusteration, heartbreaks, mistakes, everyhting you could imagine BUT JUST NOTHING GOOD COMES ALONG FOR YOU. Life is thought But I been learning to keep up with it. Always haveing that one thought behaind my mind of letting go, ending everyhting and haveing no more frusteration, being free of the world . But life aint like that, you got take the test first then the lesson . Keep up and try your best .


                       

                                                                                       xoxo
                                                                                         -Tali .

Iam from here .

    I was born and raised in Cananea sonora mexico . Its small town near agua prieta sonora . I love it  there , Its free and fun ! But unfortunately I moved to the u.s. I love it here But I miss it over there ) : Mostly because my HOLE family lives there & friends . I go visit every once in a while and keep in touch But its not the same . . .

This is me . . .

    Neftali jaztel is the name I have been called for my last 14 years of my life . June 15 1998 at 11:55 was when my popped me out of her vagina. She almost died ! But decided to have another one wich I now call brother, his name is Ernesto Alonso he is 13 born arpil 20, 2000 I was 1 and a half when he popped out of my moms vagina, This time my mom literally almost DIED! It hurt her so bad she operated herslef to not have babies anymore . My dad and hole family went along with her because they saw how much she suffered, But now my mom dad and everyone regrets what she did . Even I do ! My brother is the biggest pain in the butt but I still wished I could have had another brother/sister. After everyhting we are a happy 4 person family Mom, Dad, Brother, & I.